Well there isn't anything new going on surprise surprise......this summer hasn't really turned out how i wanted it to...Well first off we were supposed to go on vacation but now it doesn't look that way because of my dad he says ''we dont have the money'' although i know that we do..another thing is that i havent done anything that i wanted to do i mean first off i wanted to start working which i did do but now i wont be working anymore because the marina is closing so now i am going back to being broke again...another thing  is there were so many people i was trying to make happy all at the same time and i guess that i couldn't do it because now i have Levi mad at me because he says i never do anything which he does have a point cuz i dont..I was trying to make my parents happy by not doing alot because they cant afford to give me gas money all the time because they are already too busy giving erika money all the time for things which i wont complain about cuz i did the same thing when i was her age...I just dont feel like i can win in this situation i mean Levi wants me to go and do things because i really dont do anything and he looks at it like erika does stuff all of the time so he knows my parents wont care if i do i mean i know that they wouldn't but its just i dont feel right asking them for money that i know they dont have.....there are more important things right now that alot of people dont know about and i just need to take care of things before i can have fun well peace